left my blog untouched for 3mths le =\
but u're not forgotten :)

we quarrelled during cny
left uncontact for 2wks
on vdae we met up
i made up my mind to end
n to face a new me
thanks to my soft hearted character
we patched

1am called up bestie n she acc me
hear me cry throughout the night
thankful sis were there for advices
i feel ur concern
but i feel my heart too
which one shall i choose?
watever!
i did wat i feel like doing :)

tot aft incident he'll be sweeter
yup i cant deny yes abit
tot i can become queen
but no

mths down the road
we quarrelled
yupp cant be avoided i noe
but sometimes i think back
y do u want me back so much?
y do i soft heart at tat point of time?
or else no more lame quarrells
n i think i will smile more n happier

i dont noe y we STILL wants to commit to each other
W-H-Y??

now
no way back
its a one-way road
im $10k poorer
paid our flat downpayment
im just gambling..my whole life away
:)

if anyone were to hear me saying this
think they'll be heart broken
i feel sorry for them
i dont listen to their advices
so now its like i got no one to turn to
dumb n silly right?

all i want is freedom
all i hate is loneliness
its me for the past 24yrs
seriously
sagittarius n cancer is not a good match